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Post by Light on Jul 26, 2016 20:24:18 GMT -8
"A lot of that is the nonverbal language stuff I've seen, isn't it?"
She was perfectly aware of the fact that her alien status was apparent from just a quick interaction.
"We're used to knowing how we all feel at all times. It's... odd, to have to force myself to show it on the outside."
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Post by Aerandir Calmcacil on Jul 26, 2016 22:34:55 GMT -8
*While that hadn't been what he meant, it was also accurate, and he was impressed that she had caught on. He nodded, answering,* "That's a part of it. Actually, I suppose it's true for most sentient life that can't touch the Force. You'll pick up on it quickly enough." *He leaned in a little closer with a small smile.* "But what I meant was our connection through the Force. We can sense each other's thoughts and feelings through it as well, truly forge a connection with those we love."
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Post by Light on Aug 31, 2016 20:59:55 GMT -8
"'Love.'"
This time, the chuckle was bittersweet.
"That's something else I haven't experienced. We had memories, but.. it wasn't something any of us ever had."
She shrugged, writing it off as another alien thing she'd learn in time.
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Post by Aerandir Calmcacil on Aug 31, 2016 21:31:40 GMT -8
*Aerandir raised an eyebrow, surprised and somewhat saddened by Light's response. If she hadn't felt love yet, then he wasn't doing a good job of a father. That, or she just didn't understand the concept just yet. He could only hope it was that latter scenario as he gave her a mock-skeptic look.* "What are you talking about?" *he responded, putting an arm around her.* "You've already experienced love the moment you came into our family. Heck, I'd say the reason Morgan wanted to pull you away from the collective was because she loved you." *He wasn't entirely sure she'd understand, but he could at least plant the idea.*
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Post by Light on Aug 31, 2016 22:01:28 GMT -8
"Is that what that is?"
Another laugh, though this one lacked as much of the bitterness as the last.
"This is another problem I keep running into. Words are .. ephemeral. And so full of meaning, yet lacking in it at the same time. We never spoke to each other, we simply thought, and the thought was everything. There were no words. There was no confusion. Everything was always understood."
Light leaned out over the balcony, crossing her arms on the railing and looking out at everything around them.
"In the time it takes for you to blink, I could have shared this view with trillions of facets and they would all know my opinion of it. To tell you, though, would take exponentially longer than that."
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Post by Aerandir Calmcacil on Aug 31, 2016 22:29:19 GMT -8
*In a way, Aerandir was oddly fascinated by her reactions to words, as opposed to the way she used to communicate. She seemed so certain of her stance that words were something of a bother, as well as them apparently being the only way to express oneself. He chuckled, running a hand gently through her hair as he shook her head, leaning forward over the railing somewhat to get a better view of her face.* "Oh no, that's not exactly true. I can see it on your face." *Only somewhat, admittedly.* "And I can sense it in your being. Words aren't the only way to communicate. They're just the simplest way."
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Post by Light on Aug 31, 2016 22:43:23 GMT -8
Though ephemeral, as she had said, his words made sense. One word in particular stuck with her.
He said he could sense her. Sense things in her being.
"..I want to learn more about the Force."
It was an abrupt subject change, but it was something people should have been used to from her by now..
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Post by Aerandir Calmcacil on Aug 31, 2016 23:04:21 GMT -8
*His words seemed to have struck more than just a chord within Light, for she suddenly declared her desire to learn more about the Force. He smiled and chuckled a little, responding,* "I would be happy to teach you. See, the Force is... something we haven't quite been able to quantify using words. So," *he grinned,* "words can sometimes be useless. The best we can describe it as is... energy. A, well, 'force' that exists throughout the universe, existing within nearly every living thing, and even nonliving. Many are sensitive to it, and we can feel it, listen to it, even guide it. It can show us our future, or warn us of impending danger. It heightens our abilities, makes us faster, stronger, more efficient.
"And," *he added, with a knowing smile,* "it can bring us closer together. Our thoughts, our feelings... It too can be more efficient than words."
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Post by Light on Sept 1, 2016 14:34:12 GMT -8
She nodded, smiling along with him.
"None of us could feel it naturally. We relied on others.. on our hosts. Our.. victims, I guess."
Her gaze returned out towards the view.
"I don't want to be faster or stronger though. I already have enough of that. More than my appearance would suggest."
She did have an idea, though.
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Post by Aerandir Calmcacil on Sept 1, 2016 17:05:43 GMT -8
*So the Corruption could only use the Force through their hosts... or "victims." The horrible notion that Light's existence meant Morgan was nearly a complete and total victim herself. But instead, Morgan had escaped and even rescued one of their "hosts," and brought along another wonderful daughter. He allowed himself a small smile at how well things had turned out all things considered, then nodded at her comment.* "Yes, I'm familiar with that, though I shudder to think just how powerful you could be with the additional abilities the Force can grant you. But what do you want to do, then?"
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Post by Light on Sept 5, 2016 21:35:01 GMT -8
She smiled reassuringly.
"Don't worry, we can't combine our powers with the Force. We just don't.. work well together. But what I want is to help people."
Her smile turned bittersweet.
"I thought I was 'healing' people before. Now I want to do it for real.."
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Post by Aerandir Calmcacil on Sept 5, 2016 21:43:11 GMT -8
*Couldn't combine their powers with the Force? Aerandir had just been teasing, but that was still an intriguing tidbit. It was almost a topic he wanted to pursue... later, because Light still hadn't explained what she wanted to do.
And it came: She wanted to heal. Truly heal. She had been lied to, taught that her spreading of that vile pathogen was "healing." Far from the first time such a term had been used in reference to other sorts of corruption, or similarly ill-named "cleansing." But Light seemed to have found her purpose hadn't exactly disappeared, she'd just been going about it the wrong way.
He smiled.* "That so? Well, we certainly have medics who'd be happy to help train you in those arts. I could even teach you the basics. Just... after the basics." *He chuckled; after all, until Light had a solid understanding and grip on the Force, attempting to learn how to heal would be far above her.*
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Post by Light on Sept 6, 2016 21:17:59 GMT -8
She nodded in understanding.
"When am I going to learn that?"
In many ways, she was still a human child, as her impatience demonstrated.
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Post by Aerandir Calmcacil on Sept 6, 2016 21:38:27 GMT -8
*He chuckled, amused by her enthusiasm.* "Well, why not right now? You seemed interested earlier, we just had a brief detour. I could even teach you right here, unless you'd rather go to the gardens or somewhere else."
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Post by Light on Sept 9, 2016 12:14:43 GMT -8
She chuckled softly, smiling a few seconds later. She was still learning..
"Aren't you s'posed to warn against impatience or something?"
Light snickered again, but then the humour left.
"But, yes. I'd like to learn what I can."
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Post by Aerandir Calmcacil on Sept 9, 2016 16:11:11 GMT -8
*What was this? She was trying to give him a lesson on warning against impatience? She seemed quite amused by it all as well; refreshing, and brought him a little joy. Smiling, he replied,* "Well, yes, and don't worry, I'll be teaching you about the dangers of impatience, but I see no need to keep you waiting for your introduction to the Force.
"Now," *he began, taking on a more instructive tone,* "I've told you what the Force is, but that's not the same as experiencing it; only then can you truly understand what the Force is. We'll start simple. I want you to close your eyes and empty your thoughts. Breathe slowly, concentrate, and let the Force flow in. Will you try that for me?" *On paper, a simple request, yet one that varied in difficulty between individuals. Considering whom Light was created from, Aerandir hoped she wouldn't have much trouble, but there were other factors to consider as well...*
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Post by Light on Sept 11, 2016 20:49:10 GMT -8
She nodded, closing her eyes. Idly, she wondered whether the breathing was entirely necessary, seeing as she didn't really need to.. but she did it anyway, because she trusted him to know what he was talking about. She let her mind empty out, and she reached out with her senses..
But the Force was something new to her still, and what she reached with her senses was so famili-..
"No!!"
..-but the tendrils were already creeping into her mind, brushing against the edges of her senses. The blue in her eyes started to glow, shining through her fiercely-shut eyelids..
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Post by Aerandir Calmcacil on Sept 11, 2016 20:59:12 GMT -8
*He waited, watching her relax and attempt to center herself. Her breathing almost seemed unnatural... ... until he remembered she didn't breathe. Normally. Some things he just couldn't get used to, and idly he wondered if breathing was even helpful to a being who didn't normally.
And then suddenly she exclaimed, and it seemed from her eyes that she had called upon the wrong entity... That was what Aerandir had worried about. But to his knowledge, she couldn't rejoin with the collective... All the same, he put a hand on her shoulder, prepared to act should he need to, while asking in a firm voice,* "Are you fine?"
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Post by Light on Sept 11, 2016 21:09:25 GMT -8
Almost immediately, Light ducked out from under his touch. Regardless of the outcome of this, she didn't want to put him at risk, too...
The battle that raged could hardly have been considered a battle, though. The fire that was the collective's touch was slowly receding already, and her breathing was returning to normal... that is to say, nonexistent.
Finally, she opened her eyes, and the bright glow receded into her irises, fading at last.
"...Sorry, Master."
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Post by Aerandir Calmcacil on Sept 11, 2016 21:17:58 GMT -8
*Her sudden retreat from his grasp almost concerned him more than her current struggle; he sensed from her the will to protect, and that could have meant bad news. But it receded, and she returned to her previous state before apologizing, referring to him as "Master." He debated correcting her, but decided to save it for later and nodded slowly, lowering his hand.* "I see... well, let's approach it from a different angle, then. Let's see..." *He reached out toward her through the Force, attempting to meet with her Force presence.* "Can you feel my presence? Can you reach out and meet with it?"
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