Crystaall Sehefadu
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Post by Crystaall Sehefadu on Sept 12, 2013 6:40:36 GMT -8
*Crystaall only blushed and hid her face from her friend when Fiel spoke. She didn't want to talk about this. It was one of the reasons her nightmares were there in the first place. But it was more than that. She felt like she was being pulled by the darkside once more and feared the Temple was in danger of herself. She wondered if Garwig could notice this feeling that radiated off her.*
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Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh
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Post by Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh on Sept 13, 2013 18:12:37 GMT -8
=Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh= Listening to the twi'lek of the zera clan, Garwig looked to Crystaall Sehefadu as he noticed she was hiding her face. He could indeed sense through the Force that his comrade was getting closer in proximity of the Dark side. It was a problem for sure, but the Saarai-kaar knew that even more importantly that the human-zabrak was still embraced strongly with the Light."If Crystaall indeed has a darkness within her, it wouldn't surprise me. Nearly all Forcefuls, including myself have struggled with the temptations the Dark side offers. It's something that no matter how much we look away from it, it is always there whispering in our ears of it's empty promises. This is especially true for us Jensaarai, as we practice a philosophy of the Force that put's us on the edge the Light that could lead to the Dark. But I have faith in my friend Crystaall that she can resist the temptations of the Dark side, just as I'm confident all those who reside in this temple can reject it too. Even if there is a darkness within Crystaall, the light within her shines brightly through it." He told Fiel and sat there as he listened to what they'd say back to him. Like Crystaall, Garwig had a darkness within himself. At times he could shift his balance within the Force to edge closer to the Dark side while still within the Light to perform certain techniques, but he tried incredibly hard to remind himself to do so only in rare occasions. And even if he ended up using such techniques, he'd spend much of his time in the aftermath meditating on the Force to seek it's forgiveness and cleanse the darkness within himself. |
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Post by zera on Sept 17, 2013 11:09:37 GMT -8
*Jade went to stand up and yell in the man's face but Fiel put her arm out and stopped her, while shaking her head. Jade sat back down and scoffed. Kai looked at Garwig and only nodded.*
=Kai=
"Its only a warning. If the two you have called here are to be her apprentices, I would let them know of their master's dark spirit. She has a fire in her heart my friend. Something not even the light side of the force can contain. And no matter how hard she tries, chaos will flow around her."
*He stood up and simply bowed to Garwig.*
"Garwig Gil'Gamesh. Saarai-Kaar of the Jensaarai.... I hope we meet again. We will stay here, but we need privacy. We shall survive on our own in our ship. If you have anything to ask about Crystaall, ask her or us.... she knows we have kept an eye on her ever since she attacked Jade."
*Kai began to walk out, as did Jade and Fiel, following their leader. They would head back to their ship to meditate.. as they normally did.*
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Crystaall Sehefadu
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Post by Crystaall Sehefadu on Sept 17, 2013 11:14:41 GMT -8
*Crystaall lifted her head and watched as they left. She sighed and looked at her friend.*
"I'm sorry I never told you.. I was going to, but its hard to explain to a friend that her father's spirit is corrupting her own soul. Garwig, I'm afraid of myself. I know I can control it... but I don't know when or if he'll try to take control. Dark Angel can't take control. She's an AI... but another being of the Force? I'm not sure if I can even suppress him. But I will try."
*She looked at the door and chuckled.*
"So are my two students lost? Or are they slow?"
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Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh
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Post by Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh on Sept 17, 2013 20:08:37 GMT -8
=Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh= The Saarai-kaar watched as all the members of the zera clan left his private quarters and nodded to them each before they exited his doorstep. After the entrance door slid closed, Garwig turned his head to listen to Crystaall Sehefadu. He thought what the clan members were saying that Crystaall had a strong proximity to the Dark side. Hearing from his friend that she has her father's corrupted spirit somewhere within herself made him realize the situation."Oh, so that's what's going on. The soul of your father, corrupted and unwilling to pass on to the netherworld has attached itself to your own soul. I've read about a few Forceful's that have had that unfortunately happen to them. It's often a method that Darksiders in ancient times used through Spirit transference to try to overtake another's body to further cheat death a little longer, as clone bodies weren't available in those days." Garwig told the Jensaarai woman as he got off his tuffet and stood there standing. "Often times it is extremely difficult to rid oneself of these spirits that refuse to move on. But I've heard of a few techniques that could perhaps be used to exorcize the spirit out or further surpress it." He said, then heard Crystaall ask about her students as he looked out toward his crystasteel window."I think they're already here. Isn't that right, Priyaa?" =Priyaa Risingsun= "Stang it." The chalactan girl said. She had been outside this entire time hanging onto the wall nearby the window using frictiongrip gloves. Using telekinesis through the Force, she opened the window then entered through it. Her slender frame being able to fit through and landed on her feet like a cat."How did you know I was there?" =Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh= "Your training with the Kage warriors may of helped you in hiding yourself through stealth, but your ability to hide your presence in the Force needs work." After telling Priyaa that, he looked to his door."Ursi, come on in. I sense you're there too." =Ursi Krak'jya= Hearing from outside the door the Saarai-kaar call her in, the Bothan lady approached the door and entered the room. Walking into the place, she went to stand beside the chalactan."I'm here, Saarai-kaar. And hello there, Miss Crystaall." =Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh= "Good to see you both. Did either of you two hear what me and Crystaall here discussed just now?" =Priyaa Risingsun= Priyaa waved her head in a no response."Tried to, but my listening device has been malfunctioning." =Ursi Krak'jya= "Thought I heard something about Darksiders, but that's about it." =Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh= Nodding in understanding the two, Garwig looked to Crystaall to see her reaction. He wanted to see if she wanted to come forth and tell them of their being assigned as her apprentices, or if the Saarai-kaar should do it himself. |
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Crystaall Sehefadu
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Post by Crystaall Sehefadu on Sept 17, 2013 20:32:49 GMT -8
*Crystaall watched the two enter and smiled. She knew a time when she acted stealthfully and tried to learn her orders before they were given, back in the Alliance. She stood up, brushed her legs and looked at them with a serious face. She knew they would either not care or be in complete shock. Most understood the whole damsel in distress sithspit, but Crystaall considered herself a danger, not a damsel.*
"Since neither of you heard directly what the issue is, I suppose I should outright tell you. My father's spirit is attached to my own. This makes me very vulnerable to the darkside. I hope you two understand this risk. I understand if you don't believe me. But I just want you to know this, because this spirit has caused me a lot of pain a few months ago. It has also been affecting my dreams. If I succumb to the darkness or lose control of my anger, I carry vials of knock-out gas."
*She then stood there and thought to herself. 'Never thought I'd need them again after getting rid of Dark Angel from my skull.' She looked at Garwig and closed her eyes for a moment as she smiled*
"Also.. Garwig, even though his spirit is threatening my alignment in the force, it has improved my abilities. I can use the same DNA changing ability Dark Angel used when she took control. But this time I can use it on my own. Of course... I still need to get angry to even try to do it."
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Post by Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh on Oct 1, 2013 20:24:06 GMT -8
=Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh=
Before either Priyaa or Ursi could speak up, Garwig gestured his hand toward their direction to wait a moment to talk to Crystaall, as it seemed he had a question for the human-zabrak.
"If I may ask, how does this "DNA changing ability" of yours work? If you told me before, forgive me, but I think I must of forgot."
The Saarai-kaar questioned his comrade. He hoped the ability wasn't too complicated to understand. None the less, with the two tyrosaarai present and about to be turned into massisaarai, Garwig hoped to use this opportunity to introduce a custom of his own design into the Jensaarai that he wished to implement. Like how all Jedi padawans had their braids that acted as symbols of their apprenticeship, Garwig intended to introduce special Jensaarai medallions to the girls to wear that symbolized their apprenticeship.
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Crystaall Sehefadu
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Post by Crystaall Sehefadu on Oct 1, 2013 21:27:59 GMT -8
*Crystaall put her right hand against her chin and thought for a moment.
"This, DNA changing, ability allows my rage to be channeled. It let's my channeled rage push my abilities in combat past their limits. Its not a skill in the Force, more like an extreme version of an adrenaline rush. I'm practically indestructible, but I'm unpredictable because I focus on the rage and nothing else. I hope that is understandable."
*Crystaall never really gave a simple explanation to Garwig on her odd ability with the AI, but she had stole the ability from it and trained her anger for a short while. Hopefully the other two would get a simple understanding*
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Post by Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh on Oct 3, 2013 8:40:34 GMT -8
=Garwig Gil Ga'Mesh=
"So it's kind of "going angry wookiee" sort of, right?"
The Saarai-kaar joked, and asked another question before he'd let the two girls speak to their master.
"Is there any downsides to this ability of yours? I'd think such a state of mind would cause you to become exhausted once it's run it's course. Also, are you able to tell the difference between friend and foe in such a state?"
He politely asked. He did wonder though if such an ability really made Crystaall indestructible. He highly doubt it. If anything it would cause one's mind to shrug off or ignore injuries temporarily, even as they happened, similar to how adrenaline rushes do. Only other thing he could think of is, due to it acting similar to an adrenaline rush, could do things such as surpassing the biological block one's muscles do in regularly using one-third of it's potential, and if the nasty side effects of doing that could potentially happen, such as causing the muscles and tendons to rip off the bone, tear apart, among other things.
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Post by Crystaall Sehefadu on Oct 3, 2013 10:30:22 GMT -8
*Crystaall nodded and chuckled at her friends response.*
"I will feel the pain as I get hit, I cannot shrug off the pain. The only risk is that it puts me closer to the dark side and I can't do anything I wouldn't be able to without this 'rage'. Its a minor limitation. I can identify friend from foe, but my main target is the one that enraged me in the first place. I would only have a minor state of exhaustion, mainly because I don't use my strength to its full potential against opponents I am able to beat with my eyes blinded. Probably over-confidence on my part."
*This was pretty true to her standards. She never attacked with all her strength, a slight thing of 'mercy', as she would call it. She preserved her strength for stronger and more deadly opponents, but never underestimated the common soldier.*
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